And It Breaks My Heart...

I never loved nobody fully
Always one foot on the ground
And by protecting my heart truly
I got lost in the sounds
I hear in my mind
All these voices
I hear in my mind all these words
I hear in my mind all this music

And it breaks my heart
And it breaks my heart
And it breaks my heart
It breaks my heart

Fidelity-Regina Spektor

I want to be able to say, the things I want to say without feeling like it might jeopardise something we already have. It's so hard to keep it in, to not say a word when i'm bursting to say it.

I have to be focused, focused. It's not far now...good times ahead. O God I'm scared. =(