Tension

everyday is such a challenge.
a fight against myself
a fight to not give up.
its so tiring :(

i pray for grace, i pray for the resilience
i pray for strength and concentration
i pray for peace of mind.

oh God, I really cannot do this without You.
Please help me, please :(

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Sometimes I really think it could be
If only one of us gives in first
But we're too busy now, too busy to think of things like that.
The tension is thick enough to cut with a knife

Sometimes I think I'm just fooling myself
I'm just another girl on the waiting list?
But then the similarities are uncanny
If only I was that lucky in love.